It's nearly the end of August. I can't believe it.
In the meantime, I've been on holidays and set out to go soon in a month time again!
My birthday has happened on the 11th of this month and the party is set to come. My partner's birthday is on the 23rd, so more celebrations to go! :)
I have been able to battle my way to positive levels I have never dared dreaming of.
At work, I'm feeling great and everything goes well. I'm busy with my studies, hoping to find new directions of work for a possible Plan B if needed. I'm learning new songs on my instrument far more easily than expected with limited time invested and in general, I'm just having the time of my life.
My life is becoming a daily routine, but in the most positive way possible.
It has meant that I had to quit doing some things, like the RFPW E-FED, but it's a good decision for me. I was struggling creatively with it, and with limited time, it felt that it was holding me back. Maybe a return in the future is in the works, just like I want to give RFPW LIVE another show in 2020, if all goes well with this thing called "Brexit".
I'm being asked to perform with my instrument in all kinds of places, and have 2 more gigs to go solo.
It's just really cool that I can entertain and emotionally touch people by music, and I want to keep on doing so for a long time to come.
For those thinking, "where's YouTube?" Inbound! The channel has not seen many video's lately. I'm trying to keep that up. The Football Manager series has been one of my most successful to date, and I want to keep that up with multiple clubs in multiple countries. I'm on the lookout for new mods in Motorsport Manager as well, and working my way through Red Dead Redemption 2.
South Park: The Fractured But Whole is also still on the list to be completed.
After these games and if my study is finished by the end of the year, I'm focussing back on simracing. It requires time and energy, and I want to do it 100% or not.
Thanks for reading and I'll catch you soon!
"A new year means a whole new me" is what everyone says come 31st December, but not a lot of people follow through, so neither have I.
I marked 2018 off as a year that had to seal off and close many things from my past, which I have been able to do with the help of my fiancé.
Today another bad start of the day occurred after waking up from horrible dreams. Per usual, I then would stay long in bed, sit on the couch and do nothing.
Since I've been able to come to terms with the past and look forward, I decided to go on a walk.
I recently re-installed Pokémon Go, and as a level 21 player, I was determined for a good hunt.
As I also want to pick up photography again, I made some really nice pictures as well!
What I noticed while walking around the village of Panningen, where my fiancé lives, is that even in this small village, construction of new houses is ongoing on multiple sites.
Even in a zone of a shrinking amount of inhabitants, this place manages to attract people with a healthy town centre, great facilities (medical centre, middle school etc.) and the building style is varying from classic, modern and post-modern.
I am curious to see how these new building will fit in with the current housing and what more can be created.
I noticed I have set off on the right foot to try and achieve many goals I have set out for 2019.
With the help of my fiancé, family and friends, I think I should be able to make it.
Thanks for reading and viewing, like and comment on here and on social media platforms to support me, and until the next one!
Today is the 10th of October already and I'm beyond excited and happy!
For the first time in a couple of months I truly felt as if I had the choice to do things today, instead of forcing myself in doing stuff I didn't feel like I wanted to do.
I made a nice walk of half an hour today, I posted a new gaming video on my channel, I tidied up my room and in general just had a good day off after a night shift and was very productive.
What's coming up from here on out?
Firstly, more gaming reviews on behalf of ETNL will be published here some days after publication there. There are three articles ready to be published, so hold on tightly.
My fitness will improve and I will keep you updated on progress via my social media.
My YouTube channel will see other things, like vlogs, music and more coming to it,
which I hope you will like.
See you soon around on YouTube or on social media!
Hi everyone! :)
How are you? Hope you are doing well as I expected you to do so.
I've been better before, but I'm on the mend now.
I had two weeks off and I was not doing well in all fairness.
It's far from where I want it to be, but thanks to my partner, friends and family I'm slowly getting better in my mind, which helps for the body to relax and rest as well.
I've been mostly busy with the RFPW E-FED which has seen a rise from around 12 to 45+ active members in the last two months, and is currently preparing for the 2K19 season, with already 25 applicants.
Next to it, I'm working hard to get my main YouTube back up and running, with various content coming to the channel real soon.
In real life, I'm busy learning a new instrument I got, which takes up time to remember all the right techniques and notes, but we'll get there.
There also more reviews on the way on The Black Death, Unavowed and more, provided to me and written for ETNL, as they are working on their new website.
Keep up to date by following the website and YouTube!
A lot of video's have broken through new barriers this month, for which I'm very grateful in terms of views, view time and interaction with the viewers!
The video below for example from June has carried past 240 views, and the last 3 video's all past 25 views and a nice view time of minimally 2 minutes.
I'll start to update the sheet of all the current and ongoing series, and make sure to make it even more of a success. I'm happy to know you're a part of my road to growth!
Historically, July has always been a good month for my channel, so let's continue that tradition.
The opening episode of the new season of the ICE Mod in Motorsport Manager reached past 130 views and a good amount of view time.
I can also see that people are floating more easily towards my channel which also helps in growth.
At 243 subscribers strong, I decided a mere week ago to expand my horizon past gaming and have heard the support.
I will be taking a look at sports, specifically pro wrestling, but not limited to it, as well as making vlogs, review video's and more.
Next to this, my "job" as editor/writer for ETNL is something I really enjoy.
The RFPW E-FED is also growing, and going into a partnership with several other promotions, so that hobby is expanding too.
I've also been feeling a lot better personally and at work, so if I have to rate on a scale of 1 to 10 where I stand now, I'd have to say 9,5!